Yeah, friends only now.
Maybe I'll put a spiffy picture here sometime.
GO THERE. CHECK MY WEIRD ART OUT. I'll be adding more soon. (:
lol I love being sucked into 4chan. someone asked about my weight because we were discussing PCOS and shit and I said I went from 180 to 165lbs recently and I'm 5'4''. They were like "I'm 6'2'' and 120lbs. u jelly?"
then I pictured my 6'2'' father at 120lbs. at first I lol'd, then I D:'d. that doesn't seem like it'd be healthy, but maybe it is.
I'm glad I'm short. XD being that tall would make it hard to wear lolita imo, as well as many other clothes.
Февраль. Достать чернил и плакать! Писать о феврале навзрыд, Пока грохочущая слякоть Весною черною горит. Достать пролетку. За шесть гривен, Чрез благовест, чрез клик колес, Перенестись туда, где ливень Еще шумней чернил и слез. Где, как обугленные груши, С деревьев тысячи грачей Сорвутся в лужи и обрушат Сухую грусть на дно очей. Под ней проталины чернеют, И ветер криками изрыт, И чем случайней, тем вернее Слагаются стихи навзрыд.
Black spring! Pick up your pen, and weeping,
Of February, in sobs and ink,
Write poems, while the slush in thunder
Is burning in the black of spring.
Through clanking wheels, through church bells ringing
A hired cab will take you where
The town has ended, where the showers
Are louder still than ink and tears.
Where rooks, like charred pears, from the branches
In thousands break away, and sweep
Into the melting snow, instilling
Dry sadness into eyes that weep.
Beneath - the earth is black in puddles,
The wind with croaking screeches throbs,
And-the more randomly, the surer
Poems are forming out of sobs.
I really do love this poem.
BUY STUFF FROM ME SO I CAN AFFORD TO BUY MYSELF PRETTIES. :D
No, but really, I'd appreciate it if you guys could look this over. Don't gotta buy. I'll be adding more things soon, but until then, enjoy some shitty art from me.
also www.constancemcguire.com that's my moms website. Check out her photography and whatnot. :D
I'm going to senior prom this year.
I want a 1950s dress.
I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN! (EVEN THOUGH ALL THE 1950s DRESSES ARE IMPOSSIBLE SIZES.)
omfg, I want so much stuff right now. IW, BABY, ffffffffff. I'm going to be direct trading or selling my BTSSB striped knee high socks, as well as my Angelic Pretty sidebow. I want something more classic that I can fit into my daily wardrobe.
I'm also getting like 240 dollarz from lawn mowing this summer, and hopefully a job later this summer, too. I'm applying at Joanns, Michael's, Petsmart, TJ Maxx as well as one of the local libraries. :D IDK what I want to buy with my money, though. I really want/need a good loliable blouse. I can make skirts no prob (dresses are a bigger task.) and as for shoes I like wearing boots and regular heels with lolita, haha.
So yeah. Things I'd like to trade the BTSSB socks for:
IW knee high or OTK socks
other BTSSB socks in a classic or not OTT sweet style
the AP headbow:
BTSSB headeating bow in redxred or ivoryxivory.
If I can't trade I'd sell the socks for like 18 bucks and the bow for 23-5.
YEPPP I REALLY WANT A REDxRED HEADBOWWWWW.
AND SOME IW SOCKSSSSSSS
BABY RERELEASED THE PRINCESS DROP SHOES UGH UGH UGH FFFFFFFFFFF I'VE DREAMT OF THIS DAY.
They're a lttle different from the originals, and I don't know if I like the heel yet, BUT STILL. These are my favourite brand shoes EVER EVER EVER. I want them in red, white and black and pink and IT'D BE SO COOL TO OWN THEM N SOME RANDOM COLOUR LIKE LAVENDER OR CHARTRUSE. XD
But I'm broke. XD
Well, planning on going to disney next year for graduation. :D Yay disney worrrrld!
um, also in the process of making/finishing a straw bonnet. It's coming along really REALLY well. I mean, I'm planning on selling it, but I can't help but want to keep it, even though I don't really look good in it.
I used a straw hat, formed into a bonnet shape with an iron and as of right now, I'm working on putting the trims on. I've used all white lace, which is really pretty against the straw. Most of the lace is vintage, too. I just have to put on the lace on the inside brim, tack on the ties and do a bit of a floral arangement on either side to hide a couple of metal grommets that came with the bonnet. Oh, and put bias tape along the raw edges.
My next bonnet, if this one sells, will be covered in fabric, probably in black or cream. Ostritch feathers and red/pink roses. I use only high-quality materials. :D I'm picky.
If I were to make bonnets and begin selling them, would ANYONE be interested? They would be priced based on materials and labor, which, I think would be fair. I noticed a lot of people have been wanting bonnets, and I think that I've got the hang of it, it just takes a long time to hand-stitch everything on.
I would loooove to make a couple of gothic bonnets in all black with red roses, I just need to know if it's worth it.
I forgot to mention last time I posted that I had a dream about being in lolita. xD
I was wearing a cute red AP music note cardigan (the one with the notes and striped sleeves?) and a red dress. I don't remember what else I was wearing, but I looked cute. XD
Thought I'd mention that.